This was written several years ago and was posted to some news groups.
My life, like yours, is full of experiences and expressions. As a child I was always fascinated with the 'wonder' of nature (according to my parents). At age 14 (May 1963) I fell approximately 60 feet and bounced about 12 feet after striking rocks. I was at a school outing and several of my classmates observed my fall. The impact damaged many of my body parts and the hospital told my parents that my chances were <20% for survival and less than that for return to consciousness. ABout 12 days after the accident, I (the current occupant) found myself wandering about space. I was aware of my awareness and was able to examine my history. This history was many years long (~35,000 yrs). During that time I had been only an observer of life and the planet earth. I felt a strong desire to experience life as a human and began my journey into a human form. The result of this journey was my entering the form I now animate and is called Tom. I began life with in a 14yr old body without any personal body memories. My first action was to cause the form to move and in doing so I surprised the hospital staff and they said that I had been in a coma. Of course these words were just noise to me and it was not until several weeks later that I began to understand and imitate human speech.
I developed as most childern do; experimentation, exploartion and association. Within months I was able to "pretend to be human". I read every book that I could find and went back to school.
I moved to Calif. in 1966-1967 and was proud of my ability to behave as a human. My intelligence was easily noticed and I began to limit my exposure to 'most people'. I had many experiences, dreams, visions, and what have you.
My experience in becoming a human is certainly unforgetable. My development and growth (awareness/critical thinking) has been like most people. I learned the concepts of right/wrong about the age of 5 years in experience time (19 in body time). I can now perfrom mostly like anyone else on this planet with some specific exceptions.
I have never been able to totally separate myself from the atomic domain. My expereinces often involve actions in the chemical/atomic region. This is also true of 'all life', I feel I am different in that the actions are quite conscious. I would be considered unusual by most people. I am quite intense and direct and communicate consciously. I do not have 'emotions' typical of most 'western society peoples' and I generally reguard life as a re-cycling of atomic/chemical material. The human consciousness I share with you is an incredible thing. I continue to be fascinated with the idea of a chemical process thinking.
This world, this Universe is all made of the same stuff and all of life is a chemical reaction. Ideas thoughts are the aspect of electrical energy produced by the body. Our DNA has been encripted with a specific message that some have glanced at. Others may even be able to 'read' the message. The message was put there to be opened by us when we became able to do so. I believe that now is the time for this. The invite to the party is clearly a portion of the message. I am not able to provide any other contents of the message for personal reasons.
The following text are questions that I answered. A FAQ I suppose
>Do your parents know this information ?
I have talked with my parents (?) on many occasions about my experience. Unfortunately they do not understand other than my words. They did confirm that I acted differently after the accident and they assumed that the reason was the accident. My father has had several Near Death Experiences and I have been able to contact him in that context. He is not 'pleased' with his own experiences (I believe he wishes that he was like most people)
>Before you entered this body, how did you survive in space I mean how did you live?
Live and life are peculiar to forms and before I entered this form I was without form. So the question you ask has no meaning or context. Without trying to explain an initial cause, I began as an awareness of being rather than a being of awareness.
>So how much have you learnt about the human race ? Have any of your visions come true ?
Humanity is exciting in many ways to me. Perhaps the most interesting aspect is the apparent ability of humans to effectively and completely pretend not to be 'God' (everything). This 'separation' is absolutely incredible to me. Visions in the context above could be more correctly refered to as 'astral' travel There are places that I have been to that continue to exist even if I forget them. In terms of prophetic visions, I usually do not anticipate as the element of surprise is much more fun. As a human I can completely pretend not to see the future.
>As you have examined your history, during in which you were a observer you may know things that others are fighting to learn would you be >willing to share that information with other people. ?
This is a very difficult question to answer. I believe that we all know all. So what could/would I share other than my own story (experience)? Certainly I am honored to be asked my opinion and am delighted to tell my story. I doubt that I could help anyone unless they have the capacity to understand. That is I am a catalyst not a reactant or agent.
>The child whose body you entered, what happened to him (his Soul/Spirit).
The soul/spirit I realize or acknowledge is a temporal aspect of the electrical energy of the form. It does not exist without the form. So when this accident happened a sufficient loss of blood and oxygen 'killed' the electrical output of the brain and the "spirit/soul" ceased. There is however and aspect of the soul/spirit that may endure (persist) beyond the end of the form. This could/is accomplished by the soul/spirit becoming detached from the form and learning to obtain sustenance from other energy sources (then the body/form/brain). This technique has been practiced by humans for many centuries (yoga/guru). THis will allow a 'longer' period of persistance however, it will not extend beyond the life-time of the form/object upon which the spirit/soul feeds. For example: If you acquire energy for your spirit from the atomic domain than your spirit/soul will last as long as there are atoms
> What do you mean that you are the affect of electro-chemcal energy generated bu the planet? When did you realise that someone else was in your body?
I am not sure how to answer your question without spending some time with definitions. Perhaps a simple example. We (the personality) are the effect (by-product) of the electro-chemical activity of the brain. We do not naturally occur without a body (form) of some type. This manifestation then is temporal and does not exist before or after the electro-chemical radiation from the planet (about 30000 years ago). I am here specifically as a catalyst and am enjoying the unfolding of space and time. Clearly I too am temporal and even though I permeate the sub-atomic domains, I am senseless there. To enjoy I must exist at higher energy domains and by doing so I limit myself even more so. This planet/universe is positioned to begin (finish) an incredible feat. Without the earth, I would never have been, without me, life would be just an idea (a dream) of what life might have been if there was such a thing.